I was thinking I drank alcohol for 30 some odd years and it made me sick from day one. When I look back that may have been my first sign that I was an alcoholic.
There were many more to come like several drunk drivings and many trips to jail. That's what you call going against the grain no pun intended.
I probably went to treatment more than a dozen times. Let me add that after all these years I still did not learn how to stop drinking.
Do not feel bad if you do not get it right the first or the tenth time. I believe we learn a little more each time.
I believe everyone is capable of recovery. It just takes what it takes. Don't give up before the miracle happens because you will eventually learn how to stop drinking.
Stick with your AA meetings and if this is not working consider going to alcohol addiction treatment.
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